Current mood:

stressed

I am at a loss
Have more work than usual due tomorrow. Had time today to do it. Did some of it. Still have Latin and French and more Latin to do. Still can't make myself do it. I'm resigned to a long night but I still would like some sleep. And this isn't stuff I can just blow off, the French is two short papers that I need to turn in tomorrow, so those need to get done. I can blow off some of the Latin, but the other Latin is for my independent study, which means that if I don't do it he'll know and not be happy, cause I didn't have it all done last week or the week before and I have a week to do each assignment so really I should be able to get it done. It's not that hard, it's mostly just that it takes a long time to do cause I have to look up every other word. Tried turning off the internet to take away some of the distractions but that didn't work. Need to focus and stay awake but don't know how. I hate this. I know now that I'm not really cut out for the academic world, I don't like studying stuff like this, reading articles and writing about them, studying literature, etc. I want to do stuff, make stuff, stuff more physical than typing out a paper and printing it. That's not what makes me happy and I'm getting really sick of having to do all this stuff that doesn't make me happy. Two weeks until spring break. Just have to make it through to then then I'll get a little break.